Wild Dog in the Bathroom

Standing at the door
I was a bit nervous

It was late at night
The whole space was almost empty

So quiet that
Only my breathing could be heard

And a little bit
Of a subtle sound that even I didn't dare to admit

I leaned against the wall
Trying to make myself look normal

But my heartbeat was really too fast

Each one more obvious than the last

The master said he would come

I've been waiting

But time was so slow that
It made me start to think wildly

The quieter it was
The more it felt amplified

Every little movement
Became very clear

Even I started to feel a bit off

I bit my lip
Trying to calm myself down

But the more I suppressed
The more chaotic it became

I began to suspect
If the master did it on purpose

Deliberately not showing up

Leaving me alone here
To hold on slowly

Until I almost couldn't take it

If the master suddenly appeared then

He would probably see a
Completely different me

Even I am not sure
If I can still pretend to be good

The rest

Do you dare to come in and see?