Prologue: Gangbang Feast
The dimly lit hotel room was packed with naked men, some kissing and caressing each other, others rubbing their massive cocks.
In the middle of the group, on the bed, lay a young man just over 20. He was lying on his back with his legs held up on the shoulders of a muscular man. That man’s huge cock was thrusting bareback into his pink, tender ass. Each thrust brought out some thick white fluid—the trophies left by the men before him.
The young man’s mouth wasn’t idle either; two thick cocks were taking turns thrusting into it, each time plunging deep into his throat. The harness he wore accentuated his firm pecs, and the tattoos running from his thighs to his lower back peeked out beneath it. His abs contracted with every intense thrust from the man behind him, driving the surrounding men wild.
Encouraged by the others, the man fucking him pounded mercilessly into his cum-filled ass, while the young man clearly enjoyed the wild sex—evident from his rock-hard, veiny cock.
The young man being relentlessly fucked was me.
With a few low growls, the man behind me shot his load deep inside me.
As soon as he pulled out, one of the men who had been using my mouth eagerly took his place. In the brief moment my mouth was free, I finally got a look at the man who had just fucked me for thirty minutes. He looked to be in his early thirties, muscular, with a half-soft cock at least 8 inches (about 20 cm).
Two years ago, I might have been intimidated by that size, but by now it was routine—especially since my ass had already been well-lubricated by the cum of the previous eight men. The next guy wasted no time, lining up his hard cock and slamming it into me.
My cock leaked precum from the pounding, someone leaned in to suck me, and soon another cock filled my mouth again…
This relentless rotation lasted nearly six hours. All kinds of men kept coming and going until everyone in the room had dumped their load in my ass.
Thirty-eight strangers, six hours. Exhausted, I lay on the bed, fingers slowly sliding in and out of my cum-filled hole while my left hand stroked my cock, replaying how I had become this way…
Preface
I once promised in a group-sex discussion thread to share my experiences, so I’ll start from when I first arrived in the US. I’ll explain step by step how I went from a “safe boy” who always used condoms to a slutty bottom who’s been bred by hundreds. My writing isn’t great, so please bear with me.
This story is mainly a record of my real experiences—everything written is true, with specific locations and names blurred for privacy. I’ve chosen some of the most memorable encounters to share. With countless fuck buddies over the years, some memories have faded, so it won’t always be in chronological order.
This post involves lots of bareback sex, group play, bathhouses, clubs, drugs, and other sexually open scenarios. If you’re uncomfortable, please leave now. I’ve discussed this thoroughly with my doctor and I’m on PrEP while getting tested regularly. I’m fully aware of my choices and the risks involved.
Besides documenting my own journey, I hope this post brings a fresh perspective to the community. I want to encourage regular testing, treatment, and honest, open discussions with your sexual partners about health. Most importantly, I hope it helps reduce stigma and discrimination against people living with HIV and spreads accurate prevention knowledge, including “U=U.”
Here’s an interesting fact: in the US, California is often seen as the state with the most “promiscuous” behavior— at least half of gay men there regularly have bareback sex with multiple partners. Yet California has one of the lowest new HIV infection rates in the country, despite having the highest number of HIV-positive people.
By contrast, in more conservative, Christian-influenced states like Indiana or parts of Texas, where HIV prevalence is lower, new infection rates are surprisingly high. The reality of HIV prevention in the US shows the world that reducing stigma, encouraging testing and treatment, and promoting open dialogue are the most effective ways to prevent HIV transmission. Stigma and fear-based messaging only worsen the spread, no matter how much “safer sex” is emphasized.