大家好，我是那个表面看起来还算顺利的四线小爱豆。
但是在韩国娱乐圈，优秀的前辈和后辈实在太多，资源又非常有限。
每次看到别人接好活动、拿好资源，我心里其实特别焦虑。
除了当艺人，我也不知道自己还能做什么，每天练舞、拍视频、参加选拔，日子过得越来越压抑。💔
直到我无意中刷到女王喵喵S的视频……
那一刻，我内心深处的M欲望彻底被点燃了。❤️🔥
原来我一直压抑的不是压力，而是我真正想要的身份——一个被彻底支配、被开发的奴隶。❤️🩹
从那以后，我开始偷偷自慰、偷偷自毁，现在终于鼓起勇气在这里分享我的真实一面。
感谢女王让我找到自己。
以后会慢慢分享我被调教的过程……希望喜欢真实反差的你们能继续关注我
Hi everyone, I’m that 4th-tier Korean idol who seems to be doing okay on the surface.
The Korean entertainment industry is extremely competitive. There are so many talented seniors and juniors, and resources are very limited. Every time I see others getting good projects and opportunities, I feel a lot of anxiety inside.
Besides being an idol, I didn’t know what else I could do. Practicing dance, filming videos, attending auditions every day — the pressure kept building up and I felt more and more lost.
Until I accidentally came across Queen Miao S’s videos…
At that moment, the deep M desires I had been suppressing for so long were completely ignited.
It turned out what I was really suppressing wasn’t just the stress, but my true desire to be completely dominated and trained as a slave.
Since then, I started secretly masturbating to her content and quietly destroying myself. Now I’ve finally gathered the courage to share my real side here.
Thank you Queen for helping me find myself.
I will gradually share my training process… Hope those who like real contrast will continue to follow me 💕